For Still I See
There are no words, within my mind,
To speak beyond today.
Of maps and plans, a charted course,
Sure to haven safe.
A past, unpassed, for still I see,
All I've left undone.
The moments when, I should have tried,
Yet failed to take the chance.
For fear and doubt, constant chums,
Ever at my side.
A past, unfilled, for still I see,
All I should have done.
For ne'er a thought, crossed my mind,
That I was not alone.
That other's faced, a chasm
Even as did I.
A past, unlived, for still I see,
All I left unsaid.
Beyond the twists, of concious turns,
A maze within the mind.
That you did walk, with certain step,
Whilst I fell ever lost,
Within the dreams and foolish schemes
That never came to light.